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  Edith shook her head. “We came in the trap.”

  “Ah yes, of course. You wanted to take all those purchases back with you. And you?” He had turned his contemptuous gaze on the curate.

  “I came in the vicarage trap.”

  He nodded. “Thoughtful of you. You were going to help with the purchases. Oh but of course, the meeting was accidental, wasn’t it?”

  For a few moments his eyes lingered on me.

  “Au revoir,” he said.

  And he left us.

  We sat silently at the table. There was nothing to say.

  Edith was very nervous during the drive back and once or twice I thought we were going into the ditch.

  What an explosive situation, I thought; and I felt very sorry for the young girl beside me—scarcely out of the schoolroom. How would she cope with the kind of disaster to which she could be heading? I wanted to protect her, but I could not see how.

  ***

  I sat in the vicarage drawing room, Allegra beside me, while I listened with some pain to her performance of scales.

  Allegra made no attempt to learn. At least Edith had a little talent, Sylvia was in fear of her parents and Alice was by nature painstaking. But Allegra possessed none of these incentives; and she was not going to bestir herself for anyone.

  She brought her hands down on the keys with an abandoned finale and turned to grin at me.

  “Are you going to report to Sir William that I’m quite hopeless and you refuse to go on with me?”

  “But I don’t consider you hopeless. Neither do I refuse to go on with you.”

  “I suppose you’re afraid there won’t be enough work for you here if you let one of your pupils go.”

  “That had not occurred to me.”

  “Then why did you say you didn’t consider me hopeless?”

  “Because no case is hopeless. Yours is a bad one admittedly—largely due to yourself—but not hopeless.”

  She regarded me with interest. “You’re not a bit like Miss Elgin,” she said.

  “And why should I be?”

  “You both teach music.”

  I shrugged my shoulders impatiently and picking up a piece of music set it on the stand. “Now!” I said.

  She smiled at me. She had beauty of a provocative sort. Although her hair was dark, almost black, her eyes were a slaty color, most arresting under dark brows, and fringed with abundant dark lashes. She was undoubtedly the beauty of the household, but it was sultry beauty, a beauty of which to beware. And she was conscious of it too; she wore a bright red string of coral beads about her neck—long narrow ones strung tightly so that they looked like spikes.

  She laughed and said: “It’s no use your trying to be like Miss Elgin because you’re not. You’ve lived.”

  “Well,” I said lightly, “so has she.”

  “You know what I mean by living. I intend to live. I shall be like my father, I suppose.”

  “Your father?”

  She laughed again. It was a low mocking laugh which I had already come to associate with her.

  “Hasn’t anyone told you of my shocking birth? You’ve met my father. Mr. Napier Stacy.”

  “You mean he…”

  She nodded mischievously, enjoying my vague discomfiture.

  “That’s why I’m here. Sir William could hardly turn away his own granddaughter, could he?” The mockery went out of her face, and fear showed itself. “He wouldn’t. No matter what I did. I mean I am his granddaughter, am I not?”

  “If Mr. Napier Stacy was really your father that is certainly true.”

  “You say it as if you doubt it, Mrs. Verlaine. You must not do so because Napier himself acknowledges me as his.”

  “In that case,” I said, “we must accept the fact.”

  “I’m ill-e-git-i-mate.” She spoke the word slowly as though relishing each syllable. “And my mother…you want to hear about her? She was half gypsy and came here to work…in the kitchen it was. I believe I look very like her, only she was darker than I…more of a gypsy. She went away after I was born. She couldn’t live in a house.” She began to sing in a pleasant, rather husky voice:

  “She went off with the raggle-taggle gypsies oh.”

  She looked at me to see the effect of her words, and was delighted, because I must have shown that I was taken aback by this further revelation of Napier’s character.

  “I’ve some gypsy in me but I’m a Stacy too. I’d never give up my goosefeather bed nor pluck off my high heeled shoes—not that I’m allowed to wear them yet. But I’ll have them, and I’ll have jewels in my hair and I’ll go to balls and I’ll never, never…never leave Lovat Stacy.”

  “I am glad,” I said coolly, “that you appreciate your home. Now let us try this piece. It’s very simple. Take it slowly at first and try to feel what the music is saying.”

  She grimaced and turned to the piano. But she was not attending; her thoughts were far away; so were mine. I was thinking of Napier, the bad boy who had brought such disaster to his home that he had had to be sent away.

  ***

  “I often wonder,” said Allegra, apropos of nothing, “what became of that woman who disappeared.”

  We were having tea in the schoolroom—the four girls and myself, for Sylvia was with us.

  I almost dropped my teacup. I had tried to make people talk of Roma and yet it was a shock when they did without prompting.

  “Which woman?” I asked—I hoped guilelessly.

  “Why the woman who came down here and dug up things,” said Allegra. “People don’t talk about it much now.”

  “At one time,” put in Sylvia, “they talked of nothing else.”

  “Well, people don’t disappear every day.” I spoke casually. “What did you think happened?”

  Sylvia said: “My mother says they arranged it all just to make a lot of talk. Some people are like that.”

  “For what purpose?” I demanded.

  “To be important.”

  “But she wouldn’t have stayed hidden. How could that make her important?”

  “It’s what my mother says,” insisted Sylvia.

  “Alice wrote a story about it,” said Edith quietly.

  Alice blushed and lowered her eyes.

  “It was very good,” added Allegra. “It made our hair stand on end…at least it would if hair ever did stand on end. Has yours ever, Mrs. Verlaine?”

  I said I could not recall its having done so.

  “Mrs. Verlaine reminds me of Miss Brandon,” said Alice.

  My heart began to beat fast in dismay.

  “How?” I asked. “In what way?”

  “Being accurate, as so few other people are,” explained Alice. “Most people would say ‘No, my hair hasn’t stood on end’ or ‘Yes it has’ and then tell some story very exaggeratedly. You say you can’t recall its having done so, which is very accurate. Miss Brandon was very accurate. She said she had to be in her kind of work.”

  “You seem to have talked to her quite frequently.”

  “We all talked to her at times,” said Alice. “Mr. Napier did too. He was very interested. She was always showing him things.”

  “Yes,” said Sylvia. “I remember my mother’s noticing it.”

  “Your mother notices everything…especially things that are not very nice,” put in Allegra.

  “What wasn’t nice about Mr. Napier’s being interested in the Roman remains?” I asked.

  The girls were all silent although Allegra had opened her mouth to say something.

  Alice said suddenly: “It’s a very good thing to be interested in the Roman remains. They had catacombs, Mrs. Verlaine, did you know?”

  “Yes.”

  “Of course she knew!” scolded Allegra. “Mrs. Verlaine knows a great deal.”


  “A labyrinth of passages,” said Alice, her eyes dreamy. “Christians used to hide in them and their enemies couldn’t find them.”

  “She’ll be writing a story about that,” commented Allegra.

  “I have never seen them, so how could I?”

  “But you wrote about the disappearance of Miss Brandon,” Edith pointed out. “It was a wonderful story. You should read it too, Mrs. Verlaine.”

  “It’s about the gods being angry and turning her into something else,” explained Sylvia.

  “They did, you know,” put in Alice eagerly. “They turned people into stars and trees and bulls and bushes when they were offended, so it seems natural that they should turn Miss Brandon into something.”

  “What did they turn her into in your story?” I asked.

  “That’s the odd thing about it,” said Edith. “We don’t know. Alice doesn’t tell us. In the story the gods take their revenge and they turn her into something, but Alice just doesn’t tell what.”

  “It has to be left to the reader’s imagination,” Alice explained. “You can turn Miss Brandon into anything you want.”

  “It gives me a funny feeling,” cried Allegra. “Imagine Miss Brandon being turned into something, and we don’t know what it is.”

  “Oh…exciting!” squealed Sylvia.

  “Even your mother doesn’t know what,” teased Allegra. Then she cried out: “What if it’s Mrs. Verlaine?”

  Four pairs of eyes studied me intently.

  “Come to think of it,” said Allegra, mocking and mischievous, “she has got a look of her.”

  “How do you mean?” I demanded.

  “It’s the way you talk perhaps. But something…”

  “I think,” said Edith, “that we are embarrassing Mrs. Verlaine.”

  ***

  I was touched when Edith seemed to find some comfort in my company. It seemed to me reasonable that she should turn to me. Although she was nearer in years to the girls, I had been married and that must draw us together. She seemed to me a pathetic creature and I longed to help her.

  One afternoon she asked me if I rode and when I explained that I had done a little riding but was far from proficient in the art she asked me if I would ride with her.

  “But I haven’t the necessary clothes.”

  “I could lend you something. We aren’t so very different in shape, are we?”

  I was taller than she and not so slender but she insisted that one of her habits would fit me very well.

  She was pathetically eager. Why? I knew of course. She was a nervous rider; she wanted to improve and she could do so by practice. Why should she not practice with me, so that when she went out with her husband she would be more accustomed to being in the saddle.

  I gave in—with some misgivings—and she took me along to her room and I was soon fitted out in a riding habit—a long skirt, a tailored jacket in olive green, and a black riding hat.

  “You look elegant,” she cried with pleasure, and I was not displeased with what I saw. “I’m so glad.” Her eyes were anxious. “We can ride often together, can’t we?”

  “Well, I have come here to teach music, you know.”

  “But not all the time surely. You must have some exercise.” She twisted her hands together. “Oh, Mrs. Verlaine. I’m so glad you’ve come.”

  I was puzzled that she should feel so strongly. It was not, I was sure, because of any great affection she felt for me. She had sensed my interest in people; she had a faith in my knowledge of the world; she wanted to confide. Poor Edith, she was a very worried young bride.

  We went down to the stables together, and one of the grooms selected horses for us.

  I explained that I was something of a novice. “My riding has been confined to a London riding school though I’ve ridden occasionally in the Row.”

  “Well you take Honey. She’s as mild as her name. And Mrs. Stacy, madam. I suppose it’ll be Venus.”

  Edith said nervously: No, she thought not. She would like a mount as mild as Honey.

  As we rode out of the stables Edith said: “My husband likes me to ride Venus. He says that Sugar-Plum…” she tapped her mount gently as she said her name… “is for children to practice on. The girls learned on her. Her mouth is quite insensitive. But I feel very comfortable on her.”

  “Then you can enjoy your ride.”

  “I am enjoying this with you, Mrs. Verlaine. Sometimes I think I shall never make a rider. I’m afraid I’m a great disappointment to my husband.”

  “Well, riding is not the whole meaning of life, is it?”

  “No…no. I suppose not.”

  “You lead the way. You know it better than I.”

  “I’ll take you toward Dover. I think the scenery’s magnificent. The castle on the skyline, and then that drop down to the harbor.”

  “I’d like that,” I said.

  It was a wonderful day; I saw things about the country which I had never noticed before. I was enchanted by the rich purples of nettles in a field and yellow cowslips in meadows.

  “You can see the Roman remains from here,” Edith told me. “If you look back.”

  I did, thinking of Roma.

  “I suppose we should have heard if they ever found out what happened to that woman,” said Edith. “It’s horrible, isn’t it…to think of someone…just disappearing like that I wonder if there was someone who…who wanted her out of the way.”

  “There couldn’t have been,” I said too fiercely.

  I turned away from the remains and we went forward, keeping to the coast road.

  The sea was a pellucid green and there was scarcely a cloud in the sky; the air was so clear that I could see the outline of the French coast.

  “It’s beautiful,” I said. As we came within a short distance of Dover, she pointed out a haunted house on the road. “A lady in gray comes out when she hears the sound of horses’ hoofs. They say she was running away and came out to stop the coach as it passed. The driver didn’t see her and ran her down…and killed her. She was running away from a husband who was trying to poison her.”

  “Do you think she will come out when she hears our horses?”

  “It has to be by night. Most horrible things happen at night, don’t they? Although they say that woman archaeologist walked out in broad daylight.”

  I did not answer. I was remembering standing with Roma not far from this very spot looking at that magnificent castle—the key and stronghold of all England, as it has been called. There it had stood for eight hundred years defying time and the elements, a grim warning to any unwelcome invader. Set proudly on the grassy slope it was a masterpiece in gray stone, dominated by the Keep—holding watch over that narrow strip of Channel. The rectangular Keep, the Constable’s Tower defended by the drawbridge and portcullis, the medieval semi-circular towers, the deep tree-lined moat, the mighty buttresses, the solid walls—all were so impressive that I could not take my eyes from them.

  “It’s so strong, is it not?” said Edith, almost timidly. “So formidable.”

  “Magnificent,” I replied.

  “That’s Peverel’s Tower with the arched gateway, and over there on the northeast wall is the Avranches Tower. There’s a platform there on which the archers used to stand to shoot out their arrows. There are trapdoors in St. John’s Tower and platforms on which there are all sorts of appliances for pouring down molten lead and boiling oil.” She shivered. “It’s rather horrible—but fascinating.”

  I was able to point something out to Edith—the remains of the Roman lighthouse which was older than the castle itself. Pharos, I remembered Roma’s calling it.

  “Oh yes,” said Edith, “this is indeed Roman country.”

  “Isn’t the whole of Britain?”

  “Yes, but this is where they came first. Imagine! That lighthouse use
d to guide them across the sea.” She laughed, a little nervously. “I didn’t think about Romans until those people came. It’s because all that was discovered in our own park.”

  And as we looked a horseman came up the hill toward us. I recognized him a second or so before Edith did. She was shortsighted, I learned—so I was able to witness the change in her.

  She grew perceptibly paler and then flushed deeply.

  Napier swept off his hat and called: “An unexpected pleasure!”

  “Oh!” said Edith. It was an exclamation of dismay; he was aware of this, I sensed, and his reply was to give her a sardonic look. “What have they given you to ride?” he demanded. “Old Dobbin from the nursery?”

  “It’s…it’s Sugar-Plum.”

  “And Mrs. Verlaine? Oh, why didn’t you tell me you wished to ride. I should have seen you had a worthy mount.”

  “And one of which I should have been far from worthy. I am no rider, Mr. Stacy. This mount suits me perfectly. I am assured she is mild as her name and that’s what I need.”

  “Oh no. You are quite wrong. I shall insist you ride a real horse.”

  “I don’t think you understand. I have been so rarely on horseback.”

  “An omission you must rectify. Riding is a pleasure you should indulge in frequently. It’s superb exercise and most enjoyable.”

  “In your opinion. Perhaps others might find different pursuits more to their taste.”

  Edith looked uneasy; she had immediately lost confidence.

  “Were you returning to the house?” he said. “Then let us go back together.”

  The journey back was not the pleasant meandering one it had been coming, for he was not content to walk his horse quietly through the lanes. He took us across the country; he cantered and we did likewise. When his horse broke into a gallop mine followed and I was not sure whether I could have stopped him had I wished to. I was aware of Edith clinging white-faced to her reins and a great resentment rose up in me against this man who was making her miserable.

  We had come out close to the haunted house of the gray lady and Napier looked at Edith to see what effect this had on her. I was conscious that she had kept close to me and I knew how nervous she was. I was angry. He knew too and he deliberately taunted her. He took her out for rides on a horse she feared. I could well imagine his breaking into gallops suddenly which she would have to follow.